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^{I’m just in a really bad place right now. I’m not eating, I’m not sleeping, I’m being stupid way too often… And I don’t really have a valid excuse other than I’m tired of all this shit and I’m tired of watching everyone I love, and who deserves so much, get so little and have life fuck them over. I’m tired of watching it all fall apart. I have no motivation for my school work, I’m too tired to see my friends, I’m bothering everyone I see, and for what? It’s not like I’m waiting until I finish something, except the year perhaps. It’s just that I’m too fucking done to continue life this and it’s honestly so painful. I wish everyone could understand that. Sorry I’m stupid. I’m just another hardly functioning, un-motivated teenage stoner. And it sucks.}